Where I am

I'm in a better place now.

I have a job, I'm educated, and I like what I'm doing.

Sometimes in life you have to take what you want. I'm taking everything I can get.

Take care.

Life.

Talk to me, please, don't have much to believe in. I need you right now. Are you down to listen to me? I've been talking crazy. I need someone to put this weight on.

I swear, you don't know this city anymore. But you're out here doing your thing, they don't know you. Ah, sure they do, they're just not as sincere. It's crazy all the emotions forgotten in a year.

And I was told once that things will change. Told me it's all good...even when it feels strange.

You can look me in my eyes in see that I'm not myself. New shit don't excite me no more.

It's been a while...

I don't really give a fuck, and my excuse is that I'm young.

Get ready for epic-ness.

Em and I are going to upstate NY this weekend...I am so fucking pumped. It's going to be SO. MUCH. FUN. Gonna be there til monday so it's enough time to chill and enjoy ourselves before we head back here.

Life has been fantastic lately. I love my friends. I had a great birthday. It's a lot of fun to go out in downtown Plymouth. The weather here is beautiful, mostly, lol. Sometimes it'll start off crappy in the morning and then get nice, or vice versa.

Went kayaking for the first time in a while the other day. I have such a nice Necky kayak that I bought (for good money) when I was younger...its just hard to get it to the beach though. Hopefully I can get out a few more times before I go back to school.

OH! I realized that gambling isn't my thing, haha. I went to Mohegan Sun with my stepmom on monday...I did ok at roulette, won 70 dolla...but everything else just sucks away the money, woops. But...I do get lucky on scratch tickets sometimes. On my birthday I won 20 dollars on one scratch ticket, and then later in the day won 100 dolla! I should just stick to those.

This post was a lot longer than intended, but oh well. Sometimes it just feels good to type all this stuff out. Then I'll go over to my other blog and write all the stuff that I can't write here, hahaha. You see, when I'm famous I don't want all this stuff coming back and biting me in the butt...so I have a private blog for just me, where I can write whatever the fuck I want with no guilt. It's just strategy, trust me.

Alright well. Peace and blessings. Peace and blessings.

Ahhhhhhh!!!

I promise that my last post, filled with the angsty bullshit dramz won't be my last...I just haven't found time to sit down and really write something good.

Also, let's face it, I haven't found the motivation.

So for now, sit tight, bitches.

You're a fucking bitch and you are well aware of it.


For some reason, you feel it necessary to go OUT OF YOUR FUCKING WAY to try and get under my skin. SERIOUSLY, cut the shit. I'm fucken tired of you and the bullshit.


Just leave me the fuck alone. And stop trying to rub your fucken gay life in my face, because, guess what? I don't give a shit.


I'm happy, and I'd like to stay that way...without you. Fuck face.

birthday.

it's my 21st birthday. hell fucken yes.


i'm drunk. totally legal. hell fucken yes.


i love alcohol. hell fucken yes.


tomorrow is gonna be nuts. hell fucken yes.