Every chance I get to make it better
I just find a way to let it go
When the lights don’t glow the same way that they used to
And I finally get a moment to myself
I will realize you were everything I’m missing
And you'll tell me you're in love with someone else.
The girl or the world?
You see, someones gotta lose.
I thought I could have it all
Do I really gotta choose?
What good is all the cash if it doesn’t buy time?
And what good is being me if I’m never on your mind?
Nights fallen, lights glowing
I’m just trying to pay the price
I'm not trying to be without you at the right moments
Is it worth that decision?
Cuz hearts break, and I'm not trying to be in that collision
So I will dust my shirt and fix my pants
Cuz I better look good girl
If this is my chance.
I swear...
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Murphy's Law.
"Everything that can go wrong, will go wrong."
I am feeling low. Lower than low. The lowest I have felt in quite some time. Probably because of a series of unfortunate events.
Just today was horrible. A day that, I believe, would render any somewhat emotional person into a whirlwind of tears and depression. Luckily I'm not feeling that emotional right now, ha.
It started when I received an email this morning from my mom telling me that John has been laid off from his job. She said it best when she said that our financial situation will be way tighter now, moreso than usual. Figures that on the day that she tells me she cannot afford uneccessary expenses, something goes wrong with my car.
I don't know what it is, but I have never really felt so slighted in my life. First, I have a friend from home visit, and I felt like ever 20 minutes her girlfriend was calling to check in. Eventually I got so frustrated I said something to her. I know nothing will change. Also, I am a person who would drop pretty much anything at a moments notice to help a friend in need. I don't like when people are selfish and can't go out of their way in an emergency or a tight situation to help a friend. Seriously, fuck you. I'll tell you where to go and how to get there, asshole.
I think it was at the point where I started feeling this weight and the lowness of it all is when I had to walk to class in the rain. It just all set in. The fact that my mom relies so much on my father and his income, even though they are not tied to eachother whatsoever (only by me). He complains about paying for college, when in reality he's the reason we do not get any aid. He complains about paying for something that will benefit me so much, and then goes on vacation in Martha's Vineyard for a week and a half. It makes me feel bad for wanting to pursue some form of higher education in this world, and makes me feel bad for wanting to better myself, because my dad "can't afford" the things he wants while he's paying for me. So it sucks that my car broke down today, because it's another thing we have to lean on my father for, and another thing he can hold over mine and my mother's heads in the future.
I want to cry but I won't. I don't have a reason to cry. I'm just in love with my car and its like when your favorite toy breaks OF COURSE you want to cry. And I'm just very stressed and very blah right now its all hitting me at once.
But, there IS a light at the end of the tunnel! There is, I swear! I love my job. I am working a lot this week. I am very excited. I love my work friends. Work friends = amazing.
Also, I booked a trip today. A neccessary trip. I'm getting away July 4th weekend and for once spending it how I want to spend it. I'm funding the trip so no one can give me flack. So, fuck off. I'm going to enjoy my vacation.
I will end with some lyrics, "Cause paper always listens and this pen is always by my side." So true. It helps to write (or type) things down.
I am feeling low. Lower than low. The lowest I have felt in quite some time. Probably because of a series of unfortunate events.
Just today was horrible. A day that, I believe, would render any somewhat emotional person into a whirlwind of tears and depression. Luckily I'm not feeling that emotional right now, ha.
It started when I received an email this morning from my mom telling me that John has been laid off from his job. She said it best when she said that our financial situation will be way tighter now, moreso than usual. Figures that on the day that she tells me she cannot afford uneccessary expenses, something goes wrong with my car.
I don't know what it is, but I have never really felt so slighted in my life. First, I have a friend from home visit, and I felt like ever 20 minutes her girlfriend was calling to check in. Eventually I got so frustrated I said something to her. I know nothing will change. Also, I am a person who would drop pretty much anything at a moments notice to help a friend in need. I don't like when people are selfish and can't go out of their way in an emergency or a tight situation to help a friend. Seriously, fuck you. I'll tell you where to go and how to get there, asshole.
I think it was at the point where I started feeling this weight and the lowness of it all is when I had to walk to class in the rain. It just all set in. The fact that my mom relies so much on my father and his income, even though they are not tied to eachother whatsoever (only by me). He complains about paying for college, when in reality he's the reason we do not get any aid. He complains about paying for something that will benefit me so much, and then goes on vacation in Martha's Vineyard for a week and a half. It makes me feel bad for wanting to pursue some form of higher education in this world, and makes me feel bad for wanting to better myself, because my dad "can't afford" the things he wants while he's paying for me. So it sucks that my car broke down today, because it's another thing we have to lean on my father for, and another thing he can hold over mine and my mother's heads in the future.
I want to cry but I won't. I don't have a reason to cry. I'm just in love with my car and its like when your favorite toy breaks OF COURSE you want to cry. And I'm just very stressed and very blah right now its all hitting me at once.
But, there IS a light at the end of the tunnel! There is, I swear! I love my job. I am working a lot this week. I am very excited. I love my work friends. Work friends = amazing.
Also, I booked a trip today. A neccessary trip. I'm getting away July 4th weekend and for once spending it how I want to spend it. I'm funding the trip so no one can give me flack. So, fuck off. I'm going to enjoy my vacation.
I will end with some lyrics, "Cause paper always listens and this pen is always by my side." So true. It helps to write (or type) things down.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Am I nuts? No, I'm insane.
Headaches, headaches. I've had more headaches in the past week than I've had in like the past year! And when I say headache, I dont mean because I'm hungover...I mean straight up, today I woke up and all I could say to describe it was that its a "headache hat". My whole head was just in so much pain.
Anywho, my life consists of, right now: work (a lot), statistics, accounting...and thats about it. I'm managing to keep busy, and have been planning trips sporadically to keep myself entertained. I can't wait for my July 4th weekend adventure!!! :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
Next week I have a friend visiting too. So yay for company. Just gonna be a shitshow so yay to that as well lol.
Ok my headache is officially taking over my life right now so I need to close my eyes and not look at a break comp screen.
Anywho, my life consists of, right now: work (a lot), statistics, accounting...and thats about it. I'm managing to keep busy, and have been planning trips sporadically to keep myself entertained. I can't wait for my July 4th weekend adventure!!! :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
Next week I have a friend visiting too. So yay for company. Just gonna be a shitshow so yay to that as well lol.
Ok my headache is officially taking over my life right now so I need to close my eyes and not look at a break comp screen.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
It needs to stop.
I need to stop having dreams like that. So realistic, so emotional, so bothering. What I also need to do is stop eating so close to when I go to bed...damn eggs and toast!
Anyways, things are interesting. It always seems for me that when one thing ends another is shortly following. Well this is no different. Its nice to have someone to call after work and just talk to about nothing for what's been very hefty chunks of time. And getting to know someone is so much fun :)
Also, I have somewhat of a new addiction. Its technology induced, of course, which I hate because that's more time spent on my computer not actually doing anything and not having a life. Anyway, I've found that I've been looking up celebrities on Twitter? Random, I know. But it's cool...because they're normal people and they Tweet (?) about normal things and I just wish I was famous...that's the bottom line. Ha. No, but really, Miley Cyrus is human too!!!!!
Now that I look like a big loser I'm going to peace outttt. Gotta go to work so I can make that money and afford all my trips this summer ;)
Anyways, things are interesting. It always seems for me that when one thing ends another is shortly following. Well this is no different. Its nice to have someone to call after work and just talk to about nothing for what's been very hefty chunks of time. And getting to know someone is so much fun :)
Also, I have somewhat of a new addiction. Its technology induced, of course, which I hate because that's more time spent on my computer not actually doing anything and not having a life. Anyway, I've found that I've been looking up celebrities on Twitter? Random, I know. But it's cool...because they're normal people and they Tweet (?) about normal things and I just wish I was famous...that's the bottom line. Ha. No, but really, Miley Cyrus is human too!!!!!
Now that I look like a big loser I'm going to peace outttt. Gotta go to work so I can make that money and afford all my trips this summer ;)
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Going to "Hoe School"...trust me, it'll be a hit on VH1.
So very very very very very very very...
...VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY excited for tomorrow!!! :-)
I'm going to Poughkeepsie(-ish?) for the weekend, and it's garaunteed to be a fucken blast and a half. Ahhhh I've been waiting so long for this day to come!!!
I'm counting down the minutes.
...VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY excited for tomorrow!!! :-)
I'm going to Poughkeepsie(-ish?) for the weekend, and it's garaunteed to be a fucken blast and a half. Ahhhh I've been waiting so long for this day to come!!!
I'm counting down the minutes.
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Thursday, May 28, 2009
okkkkkkkk...
ok so fuck that last post. delete delete delete.
can't say i didn't know this was coming. fuck my life. to the maximum. when will it ever be a time where people just start saying "fuck it" and not caring and living their life how they want to?
suckfest '09...here we come!!!
can't say i didn't know this was coming. fuck my life. to the maximum. when will it ever be a time where people just start saying "fuck it" and not caring and living their life how they want to?
suckfest '09...here we come!!!
Monday, May 25, 2009
Tonight I was struck with such an odd wave of emotion. It really bothered me. A lot.
Maybe now you know how it feels. Maybe now you can understand why I asked the things I did, and why I said that things that I did. You probably don't know how it feels, you're probably not even CLOSE to getting it, because you don't care. You see nothing wrong with what you do. It's outrageous that I'd even assume that there's something there.
But anyways. Throughout my whole life I've had these moments. The moments where I would like to drop off the earth. I don't want to see anyone. I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't want to be touched. My face is moist with tears, usually. (Ha, right now.) I just want to cease being for like 5 seconds and just breathe. Is that too much to ask?
I feel lost. I search and search, I never like what I find. And I'm trying as hard as I can to find the silver lining to the cloud that is my life right now. I can't help but feel that it's not there at all.
I need you to give me reassurance. I need you to tell me that it will be ok. I need to believe that you believe as much as I do. I can't rely on myself anymore. I need you to accept the fact that, yes, sometimes I'm paranoid and I freak out about stuff. BUT ALL OF THIS COULD BE SOLVED WITH A LITTLE REASSURANCE. INSTEAD OF EMPTY SENTENCES AND BLANK STARES AND SILENCE. I need you to go out of your way (hopefully very soon because I can't TAKE this anymore) and just ask if I'm ok. I will lie and say yes. But I need you to dig deeper and press me further and take me to a place where I cannot lie to you anymore. And then when I spill my guts to you, I need you to listen. I NEED YOU TO LISTEN TO ME. LISTEN CLOSELY AND HANG ON EVERY SINGLE WORD THAT I AM SAYING LIKE ITS THE LAST THING YOU WILL EVER HEAR. LISTEN UNTIL YOUR FUCKEN EARS BLEED AND THE SUN BURNS OUT OF THE SKY. SHOW you care through the use of your ears. And when I am done, SHOW you care through the use of your mouth.
As I said before, this could be solved with a little reassurance. Sure, it may seem petty and stupid. But it isn't for me. It eats me up inside like a bad parasite.
I'm tired of feeling this way. Please, help me.
Maybe now you know how it feels. Maybe now you can understand why I asked the things I did, and why I said that things that I did. You probably don't know how it feels, you're probably not even CLOSE to getting it, because you don't care. You see nothing wrong with what you do. It's outrageous that I'd even assume that there's something there.
But anyways. Throughout my whole life I've had these moments. The moments where I would like to drop off the earth. I don't want to see anyone. I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't want to be touched. My face is moist with tears, usually. (Ha, right now.) I just want to cease being for like 5 seconds and just breathe. Is that too much to ask?
I feel lost. I search and search, I never like what I find. And I'm trying as hard as I can to find the silver lining to the cloud that is my life right now. I can't help but feel that it's not there at all.
I need you to give me reassurance. I need you to tell me that it will be ok. I need to believe that you believe as much as I do. I can't rely on myself anymore. I need you to accept the fact that, yes, sometimes I'm paranoid and I freak out about stuff. BUT ALL OF THIS COULD BE SOLVED WITH A LITTLE REASSURANCE. INSTEAD OF EMPTY SENTENCES AND BLANK STARES AND SILENCE. I need you to go out of your way (hopefully very soon because I can't TAKE this anymore) and just ask if I'm ok. I will lie and say yes. But I need you to dig deeper and press me further and take me to a place where I cannot lie to you anymore. And then when I spill my guts to you, I need you to listen. I NEED YOU TO LISTEN TO ME. LISTEN CLOSELY AND HANG ON EVERY SINGLE WORD THAT I AM SAYING LIKE ITS THE LAST THING YOU WILL EVER HEAR. LISTEN UNTIL YOUR FUCKEN EARS BLEED AND THE SUN BURNS OUT OF THE SKY. SHOW you care through the use of your ears. And when I am done, SHOW you care through the use of your mouth.
As I said before, this could be solved with a little reassurance. Sure, it may seem petty and stupid. But it isn't for me. It eats me up inside like a bad parasite.
I'm tired of feeling this way. Please, help me.
Friday, May 22, 2009
New look.
It's kinda sorta summer now, so I figured I'd go with new lighter colors for the layout. Plus, green is my favorite colorrrr :)
Upon reflecting, I have come to some conclusions:
1. My summer is going to be boring. MAYBE.
2. I'm going to be super busy...if I can land the second job at the library. Working mornings to afternoons at the library, then class at night on weekdays. On weekends, work banquets and functions at the Statler Hotel.
3. I can put aside happiness if it means I'm getting paid. I dont care if I'm bored stiff...because I'll be getting paid for it and making tons of money so who cares.
4. I'm turning 21 so soon!
5. I'm gonna start running I think, I just need to find a route that doesn't suck. I'm thinking around campus. Oh, and do that thing called lifting weights. Blah.
6. I am eligible next fall?
7. I NEED A WINE OPENING TOOL FOR WORK!!! I just remembered...I dont have one...ah.
8. I need to do a serious room overhaul (cleaning, laundry, etc.) before I have any friends visit.
9. I'm excited to go home to see my fam...but I'll be excited to come back to Ithaca too.
10. Hmm number ten...I love you :)
11. I'm out of reflections lol
"One day at a time, one step at a time...time is a test we're going through. Pressure holding me down, my head spinning around, but I'm standing my ground. Time is a test we're going through."
Upon reflecting, I have come to some conclusions:
1. My summer is going to be boring. MAYBE.
2. I'm going to be super busy...if I can land the second job at the library. Working mornings to afternoons at the library, then class at night on weekdays. On weekends, work banquets and functions at the Statler Hotel.
3. I can put aside happiness if it means I'm getting paid. I dont care if I'm bored stiff...because I'll be getting paid for it and making tons of money so who cares.
4. I'm turning 21 so soon!
5. I'm gonna start running I think, I just need to find a route that doesn't suck. I'm thinking around campus. Oh, and do that thing called lifting weights. Blah.
6. I am eligible next fall?
7. I NEED A WINE OPENING TOOL FOR WORK!!! I just remembered...I dont have one...ah.
8. I need to do a serious room overhaul (cleaning, laundry, etc.) before I have any friends visit.
9. I'm excited to go home to see my fam...but I'll be excited to come back to Ithaca too.
10. Hmm number ten...I love you :)
11. I'm out of reflections lol
"One day at a time, one step at a time...time is a test we're going through. Pressure holding me down, my head spinning around, but I'm standing my ground. Time is a test we're going through."
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Sunday, May 17, 2009
The end of NCAA's
We ended up losing to Sacred Heart. I can't say that I'm not happy that it's all over. But I can't say that I'm not sad either.
This season was nothing short of remarkable. I'm going to miss the seniors terribly. The chemistry we as a team shared is unmatched by, I'm sure, nobody. There will never be another team like us, as long as the game of softball is played.
We said some goodbyes today when we arrived back to Bartels after our trip home. Tonight will be our one last hoorah as a (partial) team...with whoever is left here. I'm sure it, too, will be nothing short of remarkable.
Cornell Softball '09...a team, a season, and a memory for the books.
This season was nothing short of remarkable. I'm going to miss the seniors terribly. The chemistry we as a team shared is unmatched by, I'm sure, nobody. There will never be another team like us, as long as the game of softball is played.
We said some goodbyes today when we arrived back to Bartels after our trip home. Tonight will be our one last hoorah as a (partial) team...with whoever is left here. I'm sure it, too, will be nothing short of remarkable.
Cornell Softball '09...a team, a season, and a memory for the books.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
NCAA's days 2/3
This is a continuation of yesterday's post. As I recall, I left off right before we departed for the field and right after Gaeta and I lounged in the room for 4 hours doing nothing.
So we left for the field at 4pm yesterday...our game was at 7:30pm. We arrived at UMass' field at about 4:07pm. We watched Washington warm up for a long while, and started warming up ourselves around 6pm. The game started at approx. 7:30 where the estimated attendance was at 922 people. Wow.
In the game, we were hanging with UMass for quite some time, until roughly the 3rd inning. That's when the worst display of coaching I've ever seen happened. We had bases loaded with one out...Coach Blood called for a suicide squeeze bunt. RETARD. Not only is there a force on at home plate, but there is a freshman up to bat AND a freshman runner on 3rd (who is not a good base runner). Just stupid. It sucked the momentum right out of us, after the runner was thrown out at third (failed squeeze) and the batter struck out. Later in the game, he had someone steal...out. One batter later, another person attempted to steal...out. Terrible coaching. And on top of that, terrible umpiring.
After our loss (run-ruled in the bottom of the 6th)...we all met with our families and got on the bus. All of the upperclassmen were discussing the same thing: the poor coaching. It was just horrible. And he didn't take any credit. He blamed it all on us.
We got back to the hotel after the game and had pizza and salad waiting for us. It was really good pizza, which was one positive to the night. Gaeta and I went back to the room around 10:30...and we were sleeping by 12. Apparently I was talking in my sleep, haha.
We woke up around 9:20 today. We've been lounging and watching quality tv ever since. Again, I love this because the NCAA is paying for everything! This is the laziest (softball) trip I've ever been on. Usually it's stressful and we have schoolwork to worry about. This is awesome because...we've already won, it's stress free. We won Ivies...this is just the icing on the cake, if you will. It's just a fun, awesome experience. I love it.
Today we're departing at 12:30 for lunch at Quiznos. Then we're going to watch the Umass/Washington game. Should be a good one. Our game with Sacred Heart is slated to begin at 5pm, winner will face UMass/Wash at 7:30pm.
Ya Red. Here we go!
So we left for the field at 4pm yesterday...our game was at 7:30pm. We arrived at UMass' field at about 4:07pm. We watched Washington warm up for a long while, and started warming up ourselves around 6pm. The game started at approx. 7:30 where the estimated attendance was at 922 people. Wow.
In the game, we were hanging with UMass for quite some time, until roughly the 3rd inning. That's when the worst display of coaching I've ever seen happened. We had bases loaded with one out...Coach Blood called for a suicide squeeze bunt. RETARD. Not only is there a force on at home plate, but there is a freshman up to bat AND a freshman runner on 3rd (who is not a good base runner). Just stupid. It sucked the momentum right out of us, after the runner was thrown out at third (failed squeeze) and the batter struck out. Later in the game, he had someone steal...out. One batter later, another person attempted to steal...out. Terrible coaching. And on top of that, terrible umpiring.
After our loss (run-ruled in the bottom of the 6th)...we all met with our families and got on the bus. All of the upperclassmen were discussing the same thing: the poor coaching. It was just horrible. And he didn't take any credit. He blamed it all on us.
We got back to the hotel after the game and had pizza and salad waiting for us. It was really good pizza, which was one positive to the night. Gaeta and I went back to the room around 10:30...and we were sleeping by 12. Apparently I was talking in my sleep, haha.
We woke up around 9:20 today. We've been lounging and watching quality tv ever since. Again, I love this because the NCAA is paying for everything! This is the laziest (softball) trip I've ever been on. Usually it's stressful and we have schoolwork to worry about. This is awesome because...we've already won, it's stress free. We won Ivies...this is just the icing on the cake, if you will. It's just a fun, awesome experience. I love it.
Today we're departing at 12:30 for lunch at Quiznos. Then we're going to watch the Umass/Washington game. Should be a good one. Our game with Sacred Heart is slated to begin at 5pm, winner will face UMass/Wash at 7:30pm.
Ya Red. Here we go!
Friday, May 15, 2009
NCAA's, Days 1 and 2
It all started with a departure time from Bartels at 8:30am. We were all extremely tired, so most of us slept the whole way to Albany, where we stopped to fuel up and get huge at Panera. The bus ride to Amherst from Albany wasn't too bad. We arrived at the hotel around 2:30/3pm.
Gaeta and I are roomates. Awesome. Love the girl. We are in a handicapped hotel room...it's huge. And the bathroom is quite large. We hung out in the room until we had to go practice.
4:35pm: Depart hotel for practice at UMass' field.
5:00: Cage time after Washington was done.
6:30: Practice cut short because of rainy/shitty weather. I'm not complaining.
7:30: Depart for dinner at Bertucci's and it is deliciousssss, we all ate so much food.
After dinner a bunch of us just chilled in someone's room and had a blast. Gaeta and I returned to the room around 11:30. We were sleeping by 12:30.
We both slept until 9:45am, where we preceeded to get breakfast down in the lobby and bring it back to the room, where we lounged for about 2.5 hours until lunch at 12:30 at Applebees.
Right now, we're chilling in the room once again until 4 when we leave to go watch Washington play Sacred Heart. Our game is at 7:30pm tonight.
So basically the whole time we've been here...we've either been laying in our hotel bed, eating, or sleeping. Best part: the NCAA is paying for everything.
I love this game.
Gaeta and I are roomates. Awesome. Love the girl. We are in a handicapped hotel room...it's huge. And the bathroom is quite large. We hung out in the room until we had to go practice.
4:35pm: Depart hotel for practice at UMass' field.
5:00: Cage time after Washington was done.
6:30: Practice cut short because of rainy/shitty weather. I'm not complaining.
7:30: Depart for dinner at Bertucci's and it is deliciousssss, we all ate so much food.
After dinner a bunch of us just chilled in someone's room and had a blast. Gaeta and I returned to the room around 11:30. We were sleeping by 12:30.
We both slept until 9:45am, where we preceeded to get breakfast down in the lobby and bring it back to the room, where we lounged for about 2.5 hours until lunch at 12:30 at Applebees.
Right now, we're chilling in the room once again until 4 when we leave to go watch Washington play Sacred Heart. Our game is at 7:30pm tonight.
So basically the whole time we've been here...we've either been laying in our hotel bed, eating, or sleeping. Best part: the NCAA is paying for everything.
I love this game.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Ritalin's never gonna feel the same...
Thank god I dont have a gun. My finger would be on the trigger. I'd choke myself with the barrel before dining the copper encased ticket to the land of No Bullshit.
What a fine last meal that would be.
What a fine last meal that would be.
Friday, May 8, 2009
Let me sign
Standing by a broken tree,
Her hands are all twisted
She's pointing at me,
I was damned by the light coming out of her eyes
She spoke with a voice that disrupted the sky
She said, "Walk on over here to the bitter shade,
I will wrap you in my arms and you'll know you've been saved."
Her hands are all twisted
She's pointing at me,
I was damned by the light coming out of her eyes
She spoke with a voice that disrupted the sky
She said, "Walk on over here to the bitter shade,
I will wrap you in my arms and you'll know you've been saved."
Monday, May 4, 2009
It's true what they say.
In order for some things to start, other things have to end. Sad, but true.
"'Cause when I'm with her, I am thinking of you
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes, looking into your eyes
Oh, won't you walk through?
And bust in the door and take me away?
Oh, no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay"
"'Cause when I'm with her, I am thinking of you
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes, looking into your eyes
Oh, won't you walk through?
And bust in the door and take me away?
Oh, no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay"
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Friday, May 1, 2009
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Bitch ain't shit...
It's been a while. And to finish the quote in the title, "...but a hoe and a trick."
Soooo...I have like a girlfriend-ish type person. We're dating. Idk. We're basically in a relationship without a title. It's an odd situation. But, it's nice having someone to buy you dinner every once in a while :)
In other news, IVY SOUTH CHAMPS, BABY!! Softball is awesome.
Long story short...I looooooove my life right now :) :) :)
Soooo...I have like a girlfriend-ish type person. We're dating. Idk. We're basically in a relationship without a title. It's an odd situation. But, it's nice having someone to buy you dinner every once in a while :)
In other news, IVY SOUTH CHAMPS, BABY!! Softball is awesome.
Long story short...I looooooove my life right now :) :) :)
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