Monday, November 24, 2008

I'm just so tired...

I'm tired of the BS.

I'm tired of the excuses.

I'm tired of the double standard.

I'm tired of all the shit that comes along with this.

I am near the end here. Sometimes, I sit and I weigh my options. Yes or no. Wrong or right. Continue or stop. Sadly, I've been leaning towards the no's, the wrong's, and stopping. This is taking up way too much energy. And why should I stand for this? What did I do? What am I doing?

I'm a good person. Anything that makes me feel like I am less than a good person (when I know I'm not) has no room in my life. So it bugs me when I waste time thinking about stuff like this.

Why do things have to be so complicated? I don't get it.

I'm just so tired...and I don't know what to do.

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